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I really don’t want to do this but I feel like I have no choice

kinomatika:

I’ve been panicking about making this post for a while now and I’m so overwhelmed and terrified and I can’t think of anything else to do right now so I guess I’ll do it.

There’s a pretty good chance that I might end up homeless soon.

The long and short of it is that my husband and I have been having some pretty terrible marital issues for the past year or so and It’s been getting progressively worse. I’ve been doing my best to salvage what I can and be encouraging when he needs encouraging and staying out of his way when he wants to be left alone, but what it all comes down to is that I’ve spent the last few years being severely emotionally abused and hurt and now I’m being thrown out.

It’s gotten to the point where my husband has been threatening to throw me out. 

I don’t have anything of my own. I have a computer, a few electronics, some at supplies, my clothes, and the money in my paypal (which isn’t much) and I’m absolutely terrified. 

I can’t go back to living with my parents because (as some of you know) my mother is extremely mentally unstable and my father is emotionally and physically and verbally abusive. 

My friends have offered a temporary stay but I have an overwhelming feeling of guilt & that I am burdensome (even though they have reassured me that I’m not - this is just my own personal fear and confusion talking) and so I really do not want to push myself onto them.

I cannot afford a place of my own and I am not in a place where I can shack up with strangers who I don’t know or trust, and I’m feeling very horrible and scared and empty and confused and lonely and unloved right now. I even feel sick writing this because I feel as though I am at my lowest low and I do not deserve to even be making a post like this, but I am really at my wits end and ive been crying for a few hours now and I’ve thrown up twice due to stress and I’m just… really fucked up.

This is the second abusive relationship I’ve suffered through in my life and I’m feeling pretty broken and terrified and helpless and worthless.

I know that this is a huge thing to ask of the general public, but if I could get a little money together, I might be able to take care of myself for a while, and maybe, just maybe figure something out where I won’t have to give up everything I’ve worked so hard for and give up friendships I’ve made through these past years to go back to living with my incredibly abusive parents.

If you feel like you want to donate anything… even a penny, even like fifty cents, my paypal is:

nerosfishbowl@gmail.com

If I can maybe scrounge together a little nest egg, I might be able to keep myself safe. I might be able to like… hopefully not self destruct. IDK how else to explain it. I’m just lost. I’m scared and lost and really, really really messed up.

I don’t know how much longer I have in this house, but… yknow. I’ll keep you updated.

Again I’m sorry for even posting this, I know it’s ridiculous and farfetched but I feel like it’s my last resort and I’m just… really scared.

Posted 5 hours ago1,938 notes

viasrc

I was cleaning and unpacking when I unwrapped a ceramic bowl I made in the eighth grade, and found this in it. It was a gift from an old friend. We don’t talk anymore but it was important enough for me to keep this battered little dice-on-a-chain, so I guess I need to get a necklace for it.

It’s strange how you don’t think about a person anymore, then you come across a keep sake from them and you remember everything.

Every fight, every late night talking about attractive people or far away times or the future. Every late evening spent in near silence and oppresive dark, shoulder to shoulder watching cartoons while waiting for a parent to return home from work.

It’s stupid. You think they don’t matter anymore then a trinket reminds you that you had this amazing friendship and you don’t even know why you stopped talking, you just… did.

Anyway that’s my ‘I’m still moving in three months later’ story for the evening.

Posted 5 hours ago1 note

unlicensedworthologist:

When someone asks you what your gender is, inform them that there is no such thing as gender on your planet and as such you do not have one

Posted 6 hours ago4 notes

viasrc

maleeshda3wa:

yayasmeen:

I think my selfie problem is getting out of hand..

This deserves at least a thousand notes !!

Posted 10 hours ago84,802 notes

viasrc

me: forgets i'm wearing eyeliner
me: rubs eyelid
me: who the hell is bucky
Posted 11 hours ago33,647 notes

viasrc

thedisreputableblog:

really tho I would kill for more nonromantic soulmates

soulmate best friends who met as children and don’t remember life apart

soulmate siblings whose parents always worry if there’s something unhealthy about their relationship

mentor-student soulmates who never stop learning from each other

soulmates whose relationships are ignored by society and just that much more intimate for it

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Posted 11 hours ago3,182 notes

viasrc

meulins-choice-ass:

A pair of D-cup breasts weighs between 15 and 23 pounds—the equivalent of carrying around two small turkeys.

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Posted 11 hours ago159,728 notes

viasrc

Hey Hazy. One would almost assume I like Daftstuck, mm?

Posted 1 day ago1 note

ATTENTION LGBTQ YOUTH IN TEXAS:

lady-dreamweaver13-13:

lezbian-chic:

Governor elections are coming up really soon.

Your main tickets are:

Tx. attorney general Greg Abbott (R)

Senator Wendy Davis (D)


Abbott is for “traditional values” AKA against gay rights.

Davis is all for LGBTQ rights.

IF WENDY DAVIS IS ELECTED TEXAS MAY FINALLY LEGALIZE GAY MARRIAGE BY NEXT YEAR.

ALL WE NEED TO DO IS VOTE!!!!!


REBLOG TO SAVE LIVES

*used to live in texas*

*recognizes this post’s importance for everyone*

Posted 1 day ago20,929 notes

viasrc

This blog supports trans & nonbinary people with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, or any of the other things that are supposed to discredit us from being able to make decisions about our bodies and our realities

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Posted 2 days ago9,508 notes

viasrc

entervoidex:

hanjizoess:

a short summary of my life

Kuragehime

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Posted 2 days ago13,752 notes

viasrc

Pretty sure she’s licking her phone. Terezi. That’s not how you internet.

Update: She was seeing if she could type in her password with her tongue. Findings say ‘yes’.
Also. Gross. 8ut that’s just me.

Posted 2 days ago3 notes

nakiris:

DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

  1. DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

DON’T CHANGE A CHARACTER’S PERSONALITY FOR A SHIP

Posted 2 days ago67,160 notes

viasrc

I’m dancing. Terezi look at me, I’m dancing.

Oh w8. You’re 8lind. Nevermind.

Posted 2 days ago6 notes

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